January 1st, 2023 

It is my 32nd Birthday an amazing my time has been. I am writing this letter in remembrance of how great my imagination can be. Today I have decided in my busy life of constant traveling and the vast amount of photo shoots and film sets I have been to, today will not be different. I have invited my best friends Hannah and Lilly. Caleb is performing in Paris as a circus acrobatic, while Able is still on my block list after 15 years from trying to date Lilly and I. I have made a name for myself in the fashion industry and my clothing is always trending. Every time I visit my hometown it feels as if it’s a parade but sometimes I catch myself falling into small holes of depression. After both of my parents passing 5 years ago, my Dad from alcohol overdose and my mom from opioids, it really opened me up to experience my childhood traumas. I finally am at a place in life to experience the trauma from a new and better perspective. For I accept I was young and I accept what was done for it shaped me to whom I am today. Working in freelance my dreams has helped me gain the confidence and strengthen my relationships I have had with myself. With everything I encounter in my everyday life I remain positive and from a place of love. Given myself the ability to freely feel and converse within myself gives me the assurance I need. For my vision is always instant, the desire and my belief of said desire are accepted instantly. Only in my actions bring the power of meaning to be, only my actions succeed the path respected of my destiny. 

— Bella Anne Winters